the wait

it's killing me this waiting
i turn and toss
the thoughts torture me
day after day
can i know already
can it linger any longer
yes i'm consoled that though it linger
it shall come to pass
still i wonder
still i rack my brains
yet i dare not doubt
i trust
i hope
i believe
my faith is set in Him
so despite the wait
i'm already a victor
i've made it

Beautiful San Diego

Images taken at Sea World & Birch Aquarium in San Diego.

wants

may be after all i want to
want to let me feel these things
want to let my heart falter
want that touch that awakens me
want that kiss that flatters me
that goodbye that tells me there shall be a return soon
tonight i think i want that
want all of it
the wink
the hug
the butterflies
the lil shudder
the weakness in the knees
may be after all i want it
want it all
no bated breath
just a want
not a need